New years kiss

I woke up with a sonj in my heart
This song was you
A collection of all the smiles and bruises my heart has collected over the years
A decoupage of hope and pink magic
A prayer to be vulnerable and soft
To be held in your sultry hips
Cradled in your rib cage
Tracing the lines in my heart
I lay docile and patient
I've waited for this wind in my sails
Prepared my vessel for this adventure
The fan rocks and soothes
While the sun winks from the horizon
This song is on repeat
My hips roll with your lucid dream
I can feel my jetpack pressed against me
And im flying
Played back every memory of the sweetest hours ive known this year
Counted the gemstones set in your iris
Took these notes to remember the words
Of the wild treasure that is your heart
The sweetest sloppy smile
a love overflowing and spilling onto me
Waking every atom with its touch
i shut my eyes and can feel your lips
My hands remember your every curve
I hear your heartbeat in my right ear
And your laughter in my left
We dance and dance and dance
Peel off the clothes and look at my scars
Peel off the skin and show you my art
I'm still smiling from the final sounds of last year
A casual boof of xanax magic erased all the days before you
I am present and ridiculous
with all the love this queer 10 year old heart can bear
Laid at the feet of my new years kiss