Keeping our relationships strong before we part

Choice.

What is choice?

Acceptance.

Love.
you allow people to make their own choices

Free will.


Keep the door open.

Future

Darkness could never derive from a soul without lies
Deep as my path shallow as most actions delivered into my heart
As smoothly as it settles in my eyes
Soft and supple like a kiss never failing or misdirected
A new experience can never be expected
Moved by your touch
Moved by your sway
You sooth me
You match my time
I saw you and you helped me see my emotions
You moved my heart
Not by what you said but by being there
Your beauty dances around you
And I saw what I missed in life
I used to walk around without moving
Eat without tasting
You brushed into my heart without knowing
Gentle as the wind supple as water
My souls feeding me these thoughts
Of pressure promotion a heartless endeavor
That leaves me feeling under the weather
Without you
Besides the moneys worthless
My vision lives without a purpose
When the curtains are drawn
That time that appears before dawn
And after each sunset well see
All our pains and sorrows will fold
And melt into the beginning of the future

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Siempre que te pregunto,
qué, cuándo, cómo y dónde,
tú siempre me respondes,
quizás, quizás, quizás.
Y así pasan los días,
y yo desesperando,
y tú, tú contestando,
quizás, quizás, quizás.

Estás perdiendo el tiempo,
pensando, pensando,
por lo que tú más quieras,
hasta cuando, hasta cuando.
Y así pasan los días,
y yo desesperando,
y tú, tú contestando,
quizás, quizás, quizás.
Estás perdiendo el tiempo,
pensando, pensando,
por lo que tú más quieras,
hasta cuando, hasta cuando.
Y así pasan los días,
y yo desesperando,
y tú, tú contestando,
quizás, quizás, quizá

Pheonix is the dream I live

I have died a few times.
none romantic pure tragedy
Glad I is dead though
Romeo and Juliet were fools
honest, but fools none the less
Scalding love, comfortable steam
to think, to act, to soar, to die. cute.
the path of iris move to it
ghosts point the way those they have carried
a path is the heart's purpose for the soul
blinded by pain, sadness, and control
no longer I soar
lift me lift we are gone
within be we live

Cryptic is tiresome


My Father died and since then

Since then and then

drugs again but only for my whore

inside she begs for more

wandering amongst the shadows

reflection tall and narrow

My slim good body

you were me the whole time I was fucking you

I love me self don't need that now

I forgot my life last December

paralized I only wanted to ride

dying and dying while living.

I run out my bed and into the void

yahn.

passengerseat talk

Im a driver

I am waking up

I will meet you later father.

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Breathe in...

forgive my absence
the wake was unbearable
staring into the void
hanging on lapels

"The love of a father"

I want you back
I need you close
I walk on xanax
no hugs more dope

"by Orphan boy"

the shop is my soul
and the bull was let free
Complexity holds no
Compliments for me

"I will not cry"

I'm tired of running
I'm slowing this train down
I have forgotten all the details
of your hollowed ground

"I will not wait"

At this stop
while I run through time
I look for a reflection
no more pantomimes


"I will not lie"

Two gold right on my left
from a father and a son
who are now together
am I without one?

"I will not hate"

Not death despair
but a sons love
I will shake the heavens
for my father above

"I stand for you"

I bend but slowly age
Never sure of this ice
like the measure of
centigrade

"I work off the cold"

you change the scale
you change the grade
I live my life
a happy slave of the slaves

"I have not forgotten"

Now that the walls are painted black
my pain shines out from under
Know My love is strong
you'll hear it in the thunder

"The promises I hold"

Everyone holds in their voice
for fear they might cry
Who else is watching
Who knows my sigh


exhale...

I fell in love with the moment

I fell in love with the moment

And was in love with missing that moment
Looking at people walk into the distance
Missing missing missing
Desperate and lonely
Still looking and straining my eyes
For you ..

It…


Them…
Always hustling jerking and working
Always lazy serious and asleep
Then
After pain that increased day by day
I fell in love with the moment
And now I
Live
Hey Don’t look back
Its not there
Don’t gaze forward
Its not there
Its in the moment
That kiss
That beat
That touch
That comfort
That honesty
That moment
Tired after a long day?
Or do you pulse with anticipation for
that next second
That next time
The truth will be revealed
and the masks come off
you see the dance
and laugh with love
in the moment
I fell in love with the moment

Evrem

On the edge of my seat
in the bottom of my soul
time is slow
mind is on the go
i am in need
of your voice again
i am in need
of your eyes and then
pushed me to the edge
as a man to better my plan
Surrounding like the wind
calm as the deep sea
i am in need
to hold you once again
i am in need
to hold you until then
its been in the wind too
song in the breeze
together in the flood
its filling us up
i do believe
i am in need
not for a rush
but to breathe
to love
surrender and intention
focus and perspective
organic and reflective
no math for the
clocks? there's no need
time is not real
absentminded and
you know how i feel

Best believe it's true There's something right about now It's keeping me up all night...

Main Lyrics

Sweeter than sweet Brighter than bright Louder than loud Farther than far

I ignored the (4 minute warning)

I didn't listen when you told me
My ears betrayed my
with the help of my heart
I wanted to keep us
frozen in time
without the rest
of is life
I'm never gonna wake up
trapped in the amber
looking for you face
maybe when i see it
tears will stop my vision
skip a beat and double pulse
some unknown face blocks my way
your kiss was the limit
the sky has to face
and know your the boundary
it cannot escape
free me with your love
take me out the amber
I am just a fool
a cancer with cancer

Panucia Delight

There is no such thing as distance, nor time

complementary reflection, blessed connection

beauty i float with you like Orchid petals down the Ganges

Two souls with no clear beginning or end

Passion reserved like water at the levy

I want to show you the world all i know

feel all my pain and kiss you with laughter

I want your touch your organic smell

hold you in my arms wake kneading your soul

black red white and gold

our subconscious dreams and tells the story

beauty you are a part of me and I to part of you

this world we understand with our third eye open

the prayers on our lips conscious of intention and action

So love

"Take it slow
Take it easy on me
Shed some light
Shed some light on things
Take it slow
Take it easy on me
Shed some light
Shed some light on it please"

nothing

the evidence is clear though the facts remain foggy
you are trapped in a lie
and so am I
like an old Victorian dance
we prance on the political stage
no place for color
no place for brains
we love the design
and are locked on the stage
where are our brains
are we slaves
promoters of oppression
souls stuck in recession
voiceless because you have never spoken
drowning in your own reflection

it is nothing you will be
without
we

My molasses

My molasses is sweet
Thick and dear
Close to my heart
Lost without a cure

My molases is dark
Binding and broken
Blinded a few
With words never spoken

My molasses is blood
Slow and binding
Moves throught my veins
Ufaltered and uncomprimising

My ripple soul

My ripple soul

Kiss me and lose control

Frost

I am the strongest of the strong
So weak my bones will snap, from the pressure
your touch

I am the bravest of the brave
So scared I might never let you, in
I am the highest of the high
small and short of sight

I will never forget
I am the coldest of the frost
My heart is chilled
my lungs are glossed

Tired and pale in summers heat
tanned and scorched from winters streets

We all have been here
A familiar place
When do we come back,
When i see your face?

Thank you for everything I have
and for everything I have lost
Thank your for all the people
and all of life's costs

Broken prose and tinkling phrase
Words are the keys to the minds maze

Dear Beloved,

I ask you why so much pleasure with matching pain.
I see you in most things, other things i cannot.
Missing the time of day, I wonder what your asking of us
What we must do ourselves, we are silent.
Passive and lax
I wonder when we will listen.
we each have a path and are told of one another's
Understanding our differences
Are we not supposed to observe these things?
we have turned humanity on one another
stabbing and spitting,
We don't want to break line
and call what we see
a culture of sadistic capitulation
and complacency
hard questions are ignored
trust is broken and misinformation is free
We need you we need each other

Do you?

Accept it all?
Question everything?
Scrutinize your faith?
Love unabashedly?
Feel subtle loss and change?
Tire from conformity?
Test your boundaries?
Tire of patterns?
Kiss the unexpected?
Seek when you don't like what you find?
Believe in truth?
Trust in facts?
Know the truth?

I have missed a place called home. I am here and so are you.

Cramped in introspection
honestly scared of my reflection
So I have never seen...
immortal in love
seeking a fresh vein
only the sun will wash the pain

the pain

keeps me questioning

Clarity...

I miss....
steps taken
looking at my receipts of communication
my trail of perception
dancing in the wind
highs and lows floating
stirred in the ice and glass
we connect
honest laughter
surreal surrender
to the most basic of all needs
companionship
wanting to be together and separate
our dialectic is clear
unlike most days
its naturally unnerving
comfortably confusing
however we breathe
not misstepping
without creating
reflecting
and living
happily on a journey
going nowhere and everywhere
I'm happy
nothing is (=) so satisfying
we trade trails
sorrow is easy
pain is calm
pictures are vivid
there is all the time in the world

Dirt

I put my hands in the ground

Wood and Iron cutting into the landscape

I though of a different time

where the land was connected to the people

my love moves

I want to touch the tender

love of the earth in another

natural

i need more time

sew more seeds

to understand

all that i have been fighting against

all that i have been fighting for

trust

we will grow together

with my hands

my mind

i will not give up until

there is plenty

for all

until i give more than the world needs

until it overflows into and the hungry are full

and the blind see

and we move as we were intended

I will sew

we will sew

don't forget

come with me

we will put our hands in the dirt together

We only rent the land.

There is only one, don't forget.

One beloved.

BE

Trapped against our nature

Kept away from the beauty of this world

Like it is far away

Locking the beauty of life

Waterfalls and trees that spiral into the sky

And float down the rivers

many are lost

I am a fool of convenience

Taught to constrict out life

Missing the beauty I look for fashion

Trying to recreate all that is natural

Looking to hold the power of thunder in my hand

I don’t know you mother earth

I am a stranger

It was my own choice

I hear the trees fall the look into the eyes of the mystic

I am all at once with you and not you

Please bring me close

I need you

Mother

The valleys are the curve of your hips

And I want to rise to your peaks

Placed in paper-mâché walls

And artificial suns

I approach you and want you to come closer

I have opened my heart and my eyes for the first time

We pile on top of each other

Detaching our selves from nature

Caged in concrete

I miss all of your simple complexities

How can I rejoice you?

I cover my body and cloak my heart

Pad my feet

I am loosing touch with you

Will you forgive me?

I am so callus

We mimic the volcanoes

And try to take all in out control

We are all apart from your beauty

I love you

I hate you

Kiss me

I am the passion

And jealous of your beauty

Maybe I am your mistress

Or I am only a prostitute

Selling my self

When you look at me what do you see?

I am tired of the cluster

Noise and pain

Yet I love it all

breaking my soul

Torn between worlds

One world that we make twain

Will you forgive us

We are not the keepers

We are the visitors

Mostly strangers

Loosing all in order to control the uncontrollable

I am sorry

Please show me your love

I might not see it

God open my heart

So I can feel your breath against my face

Take my robes to I can feel you majesty

Your peace let it be within me

Guide my heart

And let me rest

And live

I

Want to be no more

I

Want to be no more

Us

I want to be no more

I want to be

Want to

Be

God's Funeral

We carry the bodies
Stack them to the sky
I hope we get higher
I’m higher than high

Making a mountain
Collecting the bones
I’m loosing all feeling
Slaves work in droves

Draining the wine
Life’s intoxicating river
We are trying to get higher
From the blood from the sinners

In the name of man
We trample the poor
Pushed to the margins
Material whores

We publish the truth
And ignore all the lies
We are getting higher
Higher than High

Scoff at the intellect
Piss on your reason
Why are you thinking?
True acts of treason

I vomit crude in the forest
As I chop down the trees
I need a bonfire
To burn our disease

The sores are sickening
Only seen without wealth
I don’t see any body
I only need myself

Come to the valley
Climb up the mountain
No more bodies to bury
No more blood in the fountains

Carry my rifle
Bring the holy text
Only I can interpret
This political sex

Don’t worry its all normal
Don’t you be shy
It will all be history
His story not mine

The tree is uprooted
Buried upside down
This mountain of martyrs
With me as its crown

King of the earth
I will march into heaven
I buried my friends
To make my bread leaven

I stepped on the face
On the hearts
and the hands
Of the mothers
fathers and children
That once walked this land

I’m going to God
To glory and love
Don’t worry how I got there
Because I’m the only one

As I ascend to heaven
I questioned my way
But no one stays on track
Without others losing the way

I’m here at the gates
Looking onto the throne
But there are no angels
Ghosts, Jinn’s or stones

I cried for God
Sure he would appear
I cried again
Maybe she didn’t hear

In the fog of the clouds
And the mist of the sky
I thought it was raining
No just tears in my eyes

I looked down on the mountain
And what did I see
The face of God looking up at me

I killed the lamb and slaughtered
My sons, ending the lives of the ones that I loved

I killed God,
and all his prophets
I killed my neighbors
to gain new stock tips

I killed the others,
Whose looks I despised
I kill many mothers
With wandering eyes

I died a thousand times
And a thousand over
But with no God in heaven
And no angels on my shoulders

I was alone with my gold
And my lies and my book
Alone with my hands and the bloody brook

I was alone with my truth
And alone with my deeds
My murdered family
And my uprooted tree

Make this my last...

I
dance
without thinking
always moving
the essence
of passion
of care
love
and charisma

how I stumble
in thought

and careless
with words

lift me to the sky
without hesitation
I need peace
Still I move
hypnotized
I am truth
and the lie
maybe fools
are enticed by me
knowing that one day
they will become old
and I will move on
and stay the same

how frightening
and honest
there is only one promise

carry your will
sing for me
move for love
and I will play
on and on
change your steps
I will sing for you
and follow

a dance is peculiar
and is every thing artistic
but never controlled
or contained by art
in one breath

we are together
and apart

be swept up
carry me softly
I will lie on your shoulders
like a silk scarf
caught in the wind

beauty is in the eye
love is in the heart
truth is in the world
music is universal
finish this dance with me
for we have already begun
will you?